Commitment

Commitment is one of the many things that I have to worry about. During the past years, I lost a lot of trust in many things, including my education, as a result I lost my commitment to those things. I no longer feel happy about staying up all night working, and I don't feel satisfied about my results. How can someone be committed to something for a very long time? I have no idea, was my hard work just part of a phase that i lived? would i ever be the same again?

Celebrating Success

Ever since I started uni, I've been challenged. I remember every challenge and every criticism  i got. I also remember every time i proved everyone wrong. Those moments were my most celebrated moments. I clearly remember when Dr. R said that if you're a good student in theory doesn't mean ur good in design. I remember when i proved her wrong and everyone else with her. I remember being criticized for my approach to concepts and also proving them wrong by using the same approach! 

All of those memories now seem very precious, i miss all the energy i had. I miss being challenged, I miss being criticized, YET when i was criticized last week, i began crying; why? because i failed myself, but its time to stop crying and start working. I shall prove them wrong and i WILL do it InshAllah of course, 

and when that happens it will be the time i celebrate my success =)

Would I ever have it all?

I sometimes look at what other people have and wish i had it too. a life with their significant other, or a huge big degree that is hanging on their walls or perhaps the greatest of all friends... Sometimes i wish i had it all, but nothing comes without a price in life and this is how it should be. If we don't work hard for it then we'll get nothing. I sometimes wonder what would i get out of life? perhaps a beautiful set of friends would be my thing, for now i know i have a very small set that is worth the world to me even if it was limited to two =).

Thank You

When you have someone who's 10 times stronger than you are supporting you, everything turns out to be okay at the end =)