just a feeling

I always wanted to be somewhere in life; at a point where i can see all of my achievements and obstacles that've endured. few days ago, generous two offers were given to me, both of them were as good as anything and i'm really happy about them <3

Its really nice to see that people care about you and are welling to help you

enshallah 5air <33 i hope everything works n.n

I 'm in tears

i've been in tears ever since yesterday! its really sad to see them.. I wish if i can do something to stop it all; but thats how life goes on. I cant keep them there; I dnt have the power to nor can i tell them to stay * that will be to childish*

as i worked there with them i developed this special bond with them. they were forced on me just like a family. I loved them.

I smiled to them every morning, i laughed with them during the day. I had awkward moments with them. they gave me a lot and i gave nothing bad; that's the most terrible thing that i've done

I dnt know wt's got on to me ever since i heard the news. I felt that its unfair to let them go. I felt that the whole thing was supposed silly! i felt that its just a joke

how can this happen to them?

I wish if i can make it up to them

I love you ; you were my mentors, my friends, and my family <3