Living with my pain

I sat there wiping my tears, stroking my bruised body and my bloody face. Just like every night of my life with him. Alone in the darkness I sit and weep.
When would I be free? I wonder.. Every time I try to leave my heart yearns for him. It holds me back from leaving him.
Who could love such a monster like I did? Who would sacrifice her life for him? No woman would ever accept him, for all the pain he inflicted could never be bared.
I wiped my tears and smiled at my fate. He's coming back I said, and someday we'll be happy again.
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A pure imaginative thing that I wrote :)