Stressed out

I can’t take it anymore >.< i just can’t

I can’t go through it without your support and yet i dn’t c you supporting me

Thank you

The Race

 

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Thankful <3

 

If you think about it, we’re not usually thankful for the things we have. We always anticipate what’s next to come never looking around and carefully observe what we have NOW; right at this moment!

Today I feel thankful for everything I have RIGHT NOW. I feel thankful for the good night sleep i had, for the great shower, for the best cup of karak.

I feel thankful for having a lovely mother and a supportive father.

I feel thankful for living another day.

I feel thankful for everything <3

Look around you now and observe what you think is a blessing and be thankful for that ;)

Peek – A – Boo !!!!

 

I just discovered Windows Live Writer O_O… ITS AMAZING!!! Seriously I’ve never known it could make your life SO EASY..

I just thought of posting a photo from my gallery to share with you guys. This pic was taken during Summer 2007 in Egypt “Um El Dunyaa =p”

Cya~

Isolated

Longing to know what exactly what do I miss

Looking around for emotions that have been lost

Laughter and shouts, that's all gone

Do I miss the feeling of having those around?

Or do I miss their presence inside my world?

Questions that wait to be answered and yet

Those silent tears refuse to confess

Does loving without missing count?

Or can it be the other way around?

10: 00 PM

 Sunday, October 6, 2008

Emotions

They say that emotions are a life time ride

There are some ups as well as some downs

They can be harmless but sometimes fatal

So my pal, don't forget to tame them down

2:00 A.M

Monday, June 16, 2008

Living with my pain

I sat there wiping my tears, stroking my bruised body and my bloody face. Just like every night of my life with him. Alone in the darkness I sit and weep.
When would I be free? I wonder.. Every time I try to leave my heart yearns for him. It holds me back from leaving him.
Who could love such a monster like I did? Who would sacrifice her life for him? No woman would ever accept him, for all the pain he inflicted could never be bared.
I wiped my tears and smiled at my fate. He's coming back I said, and someday we'll be happy again.
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A pure imaginative thing that I wrote :)

Ramadan Diary: Day 16

Still enjoying grgai3aan with the kids :p

Ramadan Diary: Day 15 *Snifff Snifff*

Me Is Sick...Me is Craving Ice Cream =(

Ramadan Diary: Day 11 *Turkwaz Wins =D*

I secretly entered the kitchen and GOT MY LAZY CAKE DONE =DDDDD

AND FYI only one piece is left in the fridge ;)

Ramadan Diary: Day 10 *ANA YO3ANA =O*

I am officially forbidden from entering the kitchen! For the past few days I’ve been shooooed out and to find something else to do rather than mess up the kitchen =/!

AND THEY HAD TO FORBID ME FROM ENETRING THE KITCHEN ON THE DAY AM CRAVING MY YUMMY LAZY CAKE =(

My Creativeness for the past 8 days:

•          Mozzarella Cheese Sticks *YUMMMM*
•          Ma7labya *No one ate that XD*
•          My heart breaking Lazy Cake =P
•           A tasteless dessert (A)

So Let's see if they continue this ban till the rest of the month; I know they wont be able to resist (A)

Ramadan Diary: Day 2

My day started well. I woke up. Got dressed. Prayed. Decided what to cook today. Spent time with family. Broke my fast. Went to the Masjid. Watched TV. Wrote my post :p
As for the dish of the day, I got the recipe frm my cuzn. I cooked corn sticks :p but they were either too hot or too salty so yeah they weren't that great. I don't know how to cook remember v.v! !

Ramadan Diary: Day 1

This is my Pasta Garden Salad :D!

Day 1 started with me hassiling in the super market then moving straight to the kitchen to spend 1 hour preparing a salad that requires only 15 minutes preparation time :P. For some one who do not know how to cook this salad is really a good experiment. Its simple and easy and you can about anything you like from greens to herbs and sauces.

This is the highlight of my day =p

Cya

Back to work!

My sister suggested that I work on her table as a time wasting project since she's very busy doing nothing and not complaining about it unlike me :).

Is it refreshing to work again? Hell no -.-!!! I am hungry :(

Ramadan Kareem btw :)

What I have been doing lately is ...

Watching Death Note O_O

On our way to the airport :D

Am off to turkey!

Feels Like Yesterday <3

M's Song =p

This song was written during one of our horrible 10^th grade math classes

10^th grade Sports Day =D

Mr. Rayal :P

I can't remember how we came up with this guy XD

Our Nutrition class project :P

"Dehydrated Food"

Our Nutrition final project

We won first place =D

My first trip to Dubai with the school =D

Love 'em <3

Gossip

If I know and you know, whom should we hide the truth from?
How should I know when to talk?
How should I know when to listen?
People talk. I talk. You talk. We all talk.
At the end everyone knows…

Where have I been?

It's pretty simple really...

Finals

Evaluation

Short break

Wedding Invitations Fiasco

and now am back

My brother is getting married next week! yaay =p

Its not that I dnt want to updat L its just that I cannt

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Wasn't ready at all for the best gift everrrrrrrr XD

As Promised

Thanks F, M, M, M, and S =* and all of you who made my day as special as you are <3

Happy Birthday to me <3

Good company

Yummy Cupcakes

Amazing Friends and Cuznz

Lovely Weather

All make up an ideal birthday <3

 

Love y'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallll :*

 

Pictures will be posted <3

2nd Phase of the design process; the functional diagram

Architecture of the Arabian Gulf: A Lost Identity

A couple of weeks ago in History of Landscape class, our instructor opened the subject of old Arabian Gulf Architecture of residential places. She pointed out how it is neglected nowadays although it has a lot of benefits for the residents.

I decided to explore the negative effects of that resulted from the loss of this type of architecture on our society and found that there were a lot.

The first negative effect is the loss of string relationship ties and the sense of belonging to a neighborhood. We no longer have those strong ties with our neighbors nowadays. Security and safety is another problem. These and many other social problems have developed due to the change in architecture and lifestyle.

However, the most important negative effect is the loss of architectural identity of the region. We can no longer recognize our identity in the type of buildings we’re living in.

I must say, I am a bit ashamed. The Arabian Gulf Architecture is a very beautiful type of architecture that fits our culture, environment and traditions. It is the most convenient for us. However, we switched that with buildings that are heavily influenced by the west.

Final outcome

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2 consecutive days without sleeping :(.

The D word

Did you ever doubt yourself at a critical point of your life? Did you continue your path? Or did you just turn away from what you have worked hard for and simply left it undone?
Doubting became a daily ritual for me for the last week. I doubt myself every minute, hour and day. I really don't know if I should continue or just stop and take the easy way. People around me are not helping either; they doubt themselves and every move I take forward.


Gd night <3

I am a Taurus

Wht r u?

First Site Analysis

Catastrophic is the proper word to describe it. I feel lost and am not sure of what am supposed to measure and include :(.

A game of JENGA with the kids :D

Memories Unleashed!

Lulu goig out!

Disturbed

Letters and words that I don't understand

Unfolding themselves, in my own little world

They disturb my thinking, peace and joy

They make sense and they don't at all

Abstracted by the world that surrounds

They call and call

For a survivor, a fighter and all

A Typical Day

Excessive talking. Laughter. Music. Arguments. Chats. Silence. Typing. I am. Them. Sad. Lonely. Happiness. Enjoyment. Green. Brown. Cold. Summer. Pink. Heels. Girls. Waitresses. Black. Blue. Whispering. Questions. Answers. Blackberry. Sounds. Cash. Cheese. Ice. Greetings. Colors. Gasp. Bags. Shoes. Squeaking. English. Arabic. Giggles. Midterms. Exams. Noise. Shouts. Abayyas. Rings. Smiles. Tunes. Lectures. Slides. Topics. Gossip. Starbucks. Tables. Chairs. Pain. Flats. Shuffling. Whining. Grades. Me. Her.

A day at uni..

Facts about a NERD

If your're a nerd:

• You almost always carry atleast 1 pen/pencil are any note-taking medium with you.


• You enjoy studying


• If you screwed up in a test it means you lost 2-5 points from the overall total of points


• You agree to eveything your instructor says


• You're never absent


• You study for a test before time; 1 week ahead?


• You are ready to sacrifice your weekends to study for a test


• You know where everything in the library is


• You could be a book worm


• You participated in your school's/uni's activities for the sake of extra recognition not for actually enjoying them


• You're almost alwas stressed out


• You wake up early in the morning to revise instead of enjoying last minutes of comfort


• Your family/friends begin to scratch you out of their lives/activities during the final nd midterm exams


• You're always happt to get a good grade

...So how nerdy are u :P??

On that bench, Where all of my Sweet Memories Float

On that bench

Where all of my sweet memories float

I sat there waiting from my sweetheart to come

On that bench

Where all of my sweet memories float

I looked up at the sky to see a bright sun shining high above

On that bench

Where all of my sweet memories float

I calmed and assured myself that my sweetheart will come

On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
I pondered around my imagination and thought of what is going to be said
On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
I sat there holding tightly in my hands what is going to bond us, my sweetheart and I
On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
I looked at my watch, thinking of what took my sweetheart so long
On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
I called my sweetheart not once but a million times
On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
I listened to my sweetheart's excuses on and on
On that bench
Where all of my sweet memories float
My sweetheart tainted our love with an unbreakable curse
On that bench

Where all of my sweet memories float

I discovered the meaning of being deceived

On that bench

Where all of my sweet memories float

My hope of seeing my sweetheart again simply left me alone

1:24 A.MSaturday, June 28, 2008

I personally love this piece <3

Until next Friday =*

Sunday =p

If you're interested in art i think you should visit >> http://mixcolab.blogspot.com/

A Walk Under the Rain

I smiled to myself as I walked under the rain. I came a long way and things have changed.
I remembered how I used to hide to protect myself from the rain. Now, look at me! I am actually enjoying walking under it when I had been so afraid and devastated by it once.
I was wrapped with expensive furs; unlike my past when I only had rags to protect me from the cold.
I closed my eyes to enjoy the rhythm of the falling droplets when once I prayed that sound would go away.
I smiled to myself as I walked under the rain, for life embraced me to live again.
Just when I thought I had no right live, a stranger gave me hope that everything is going to be okay…
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Love stories are not always the only stories to be told. There are many stories hidden in our imaginations that must come to the surface some day.
Until Next Friday <3

My Castles P.2

For all of those who thought that there won't be any posts for today <3

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I walked down the beach looking at the sand piles of what used to be my castles. My tears escaped, and my heart was overwhelmed with grief. Yes, I lost so many battles and I may lose many more again. The wind blew against my face sending me laughers of sarcasm. I smiled in pain. I smiled to cover my grief. I smiled because I knew I had to be strong for me.

I stopped when I noticed the stones I abandoned years ago. I remembered that they were too heavy to build my castles with, so I decided to build them out of sand instead. At that moment I realized that I made the wrong choice...

Happy Friday <3