Friday, 16 September 2011

I can point names and name fingers!

The Drama Queen is BACK! 

I really feel bad about tons of things that are going on at the same time in my life right now; instead of actually achieving what i called my "new year's" resolution, i've been the most negative, selfish and annoying person i know on earth! 

YES people am beginning to hate myself! BOOHOO!!

i did come some of my imperfections to be fair though! yes i was a good girl a wore a back brace for 2 months! and now my back is straight as any back of yours and this goes to the idiots who mocked me!

i tried as much as i can to contain myself at certain occasions, but words just FLY out of my mouth!

a7s ena ana 9a7bat akbar 7alj fel 3AALAAAM; which btw could be true! *i might be in the 2011 or 2012 Guinness book ;)*

when i decided to blog my heart out i decided that i would be honest and true to myself; no more makeup! and the more honest and the more natural i am, the more relieved i am of all the stress. i think a ten minutes blogging time would be useful for me. not daily of course but from time to time!

well i dnt think this well happen; but anyways i'l keep updating....

SOOOOO what is it that i wanted to talk about ? 

ooh yess am nt supposed to blog that i guess; its just too personal and you guys are total strangers to me :/

and am too tired anyways GD NIGHT!

P.S: with reference to my previous post, i did start a flickr acc and am posting pictures from time to time ;) YES i started photography BABY!

Monday, 22 August 2011

New Aim

So i decided to continue writing in my blog and stick to this commitment; i also decided to start photography again. I guess having my old hobby back might help me take away a lot of the stress i've been carrying on my shoulders for a very LONG time now..

I want to change a lot of things in me and i really want this to happen before it's too late to do so; this year might be my last year in my university and i dnt want to leave it with a bad memory; jus as i left school... I want to start being positive just as I was during my internship. everything was beautiful and everything was easy <3 i was capable of bearing everyone including those who rejected me at first... but am sure i left with a good impression of me imprinted in the memory of those people i left <3

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

I can't forget, nor forgive

el9ra7a i started this blog without knowing my style of writing. madre a7s i dnt ane makamalt wya any of my blogs l2ne mb gadra a3rf wht's my style?

am i dramatic wla funny? am i serious wla agdar aswe el omoor maz7 wa'67ak wya kl7ad? i know that am really confused about many things in life o i always go with the flow. i decided this time my post would be about opening my heart to anyone who's ready to read about my very dramatic life

so the first thing i'll confess is: I CANT FORGET NOR FORGIVE

you know kaif yom tkonon m3a9ben 3a ensan bs matthkron laish m3a9been 3alaih? wla yom tkonon 3ade wya kl7ad bs tthkron mwa8f 5aysa 9arat wyahm o che el mfro'6 t78don 3laihm bs 3ade 3ndkm el shay? wla you can forget about everything and forgive anyone < hatha etha knto wayed 6ybeen :P *mthl layla XDD?? you know hay el ensana el s5efa ele fel msalsal el s5eef? ok 5ala9 chab we're way out of my subject*

anywaaaaaay.... i cant do any of them :/ bs che ana che wayed mwa8f 9artle o mb gadra ansa o mb nasytha LO SHO.. l2na el mwa8f ele 9art wayed enjra7t feha mn wayed nas o hal nas malhm 3thr yjrone l2na ana knt a3aml WAYED OKAY o yom y'3l6on knt askt wa3thrhm -.- bs esm7ole right now ana mnfjra mn kl7ad o mali 5lg 7ag ay ensan :)

i prefer dealing with animals a9lan madre laish at3aml wya humans...

o well anyways 6ala3t ele fe 5a6re o 5ala9t :D

sh7alkm b3ad? 

Friday, 22 October 2010

Stressed out

I can’t take it anymore >.< i just can’t

I can’t go through it without your support and yet i dn’t c you supporting me

Thank you

Saturday, 9 October 2010