It's a Friday

first friday of this semester <3 I hope it turns out great!

i miss blogging <3 i miss everything about it.

My First job offer

i got my first job offer yesterday <3

to be recognized for my hard work is the most beautiful thing in the world!


the journey was worth every painful moment!

elhamdellah <3

You made me go COCO!

That was my last line :) 

Dear Someone: I respect you

To me, life works in a weird way. Its very twisted and a lot of things get unrevealed along its path. You don't know when are you going to meet someone, and when you do, you don't know when are they going to leave!

A lot of people left me this year. Sadly those where the people that changed me. Everyone one of them changed something in me and to be honest they changed me to perfect me not to destroy me. For once I learned that people do not have to hurt you to change you. They can be as sweet as anything in life, walk beside you, hold your hand and help you cross your obstacles without stabbing you at the back. However, at some point, when they fulfill their job, they LEAVE, and that is the painful part

they just left, some without even saying good bye....

just a feeling

I always wanted to be somewhere in life; at a point where i can see all of my achievements and obstacles that've endured. few days ago, generous two offers were given to me, both of them were as good as anything and i'm really happy about them <3

Its really nice to see that people care about you and are welling to help you

enshallah 5air <33 i hope everything works n.n

I 'm in tears

i've been in tears ever since yesterday! its really sad to see them.. I wish if i can do something to stop it all; but thats how life goes on. I cant keep them there; I dnt have the power to nor can i tell them to stay * that will be to childish*

as i worked there with them i developed this special bond with them. they were forced on me just like a family. I loved them.

I smiled to them every morning, i laughed with them during the day. I had awkward moments with them. they gave me a lot and i gave nothing bad; that's the most terrible thing that i've done

I dnt know wt's got on to me ever since i heard the news. I felt that its unfair to let them go. I felt that the whole thing was supposed silly! i felt that its just a joke

how can this happen to them?

I wish if i can make it up to them

I love you ; you were my mentors, my friends, and my family <3

I can point names and name fingers!

The Drama Queen is BACK! 

I really feel bad about tons of things that are going on at the same time in my life right now; instead of actually achieving what i called my "new year's" resolution, i've been the most negative, selfish and annoying person i know on earth! 

YES people am beginning to hate myself! BOOHOO!!

i did come some of my imperfections to be fair though! yes i was a good girl a wore a back brace for 2 months! and now my back is straight as any back of yours and this goes to the idiots who mocked me!

i tried as much as i can to contain myself at certain occasions, but words just FLY out of my mouth!

a7s ena ana 9a7bat akbar 7alj fel 3AALAAAM; which btw could be true! *i might be in the 2011 or 2012 Guinness book ;)*

when i decided to blog my heart out i decided that i would be honest and true to myself; no more makeup! and the more honest and the more natural i am, the more relieved i am of all the stress. i think a ten minutes blogging time would be useful for me. not daily of course but from time to time!

well i dnt think this well happen; but anyways i'l keep updating....

SOOOOO what is it that i wanted to talk about ? 

ooh yess am nt supposed to blog that i guess; its just too personal and you guys are total strangers to me :/

and am too tired anyways GD NIGHT!

P.S: with reference to my previous post, i did start a flickr acc and am posting pictures from time to time ;) YES i started photography BABY!