Friday, 13 November 2009

Dear Precious One,


I have written this piece during this week. I hope you like it <3.>
Nothing is real, its all out of pure imagination =).
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Dear precious one,

I was sitting with my friends chatting and laughing when they randomly mentioned your name. I drew a smile on my face and sat quietly there. According to that conversation, you are nice, kind, sweet and good looking. According to me, you are more than that. My heart wanted to scream at that moment. It wanted to show how superficial they were, but my mind struggled to tame it down. After all, what would they say if they knew we were more than mere strangers to each other?
They didn't notice how quiet at that conversation I was, but am sure they noticed the surprised and sad look I had on when they mentioned the girl you were engaged to. I simply excused myself and left hiding behind the excuse of an imaginary appointment that I forgot. I left that place were those strangers now sat in and left to the isolation and comfort of my room.
I cried, yes I did and I will not deny it. However; I did not cry because am losing you. I cried because I have given you everything that I had and even more. I stole myself from my friends, family and studies and spent all of my time talking to and thinking about (you). I have wasted many nights by dreaming about our wedding, our future house, and our vacations together. One thing, however, I do not regret is teaching you that you can love and be loved, and here you are mastering the game and playing it so well.
My precious, I will forgive you for leaving me. I will forgive you for everything, but one thing I will not forgive you about is teaching me how harsh life can be sometimes...


Farewell my lover...Farewell my stranger
P.S : I don't know if this is a farewell, but if it was then I will wish you all of the joys in this world. By the time you read this I will probably be buried underneath your feet. A position, I believe, suitable for me in your life from the moment you proposed to her until now.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

End of Week 4

Hey!

Its friday <3.

Don't you just love this day? i think it symbolizes unity and comfort to me.

I'll end now. I wanted to complain about uni but i decided not to =).

Have a nice day everyone!

Friday, 2 October 2009

am buried underneath my sketches, papers and presentation for this week and the weeks ahead. Wish me luck =)

Friday, 25 September 2009

Yes...

Yes, It's Saturday

Yes, I am not sticking to my commitment

Yes, I am growing older

Yes, I am wasting my time

Yes, I want ice cream

Yes, I woke up early

Yes, I feel good

Yes, this post is silly

Yes, I'll stop now

Friday, 18 September 2009

Friday, 11 September 2009

The Value of Words

We all mainly communicate using words. Every gesture, every signal has a word that defines it.

Have you ever counted how many words did you say in your lifetime? Did you realise that only few were actually useful while the rest are just crap?

Can you imagine how the world would be if we thought about every word before using it? Can you see how complete and perfect we would be?

Words are not just words. They are more than mere symbols that symbolize meanings...