كوب قهوة ♥

اتفقنا على كوب قهوة، نعم هكذا اجتمعنا على كوب    قهوة! ولكن سرعان ما تناسيت هذا الاتفاق لأمضي ساعات وأنا غارقة في بحر عيناه, هائمة في سحر كلماته و كأن الوقت توقف لأحفظ تفاصيل ذاك اللقاء...
     
كوب قهوة ذاك الذي جمعنا! هكذا حصرت ذكراك... في كوب قهوة!

Commitment

Commitment is one of the many things that I have to worry about. During the past years, I lost a lot of trust in many things, including my education, as a result I lost my commitment to those things. I no longer feel happy about staying up all night working, and I don't feel satisfied about my results. How can someone be committed to something for a very long time? I have no idea, was my hard work just part of a phase that i lived? would i ever be the same again?

Celebrating Success

Ever since I started uni, I've been challenged. I remember every challenge and every criticism  i got. I also remember every time i proved everyone wrong. Those moments were my most celebrated moments. I clearly remember when Dr. R said that if you're a good student in theory doesn't mean ur good in design. I remember when i proved her wrong and everyone else with her. I remember being criticized for my approach to concepts and also proving them wrong by using the same approach! 

All of those memories now seem very precious, i miss all the energy i had. I miss being challenged, I miss being criticized, YET when i was criticized last week, i began crying; why? because i failed myself, but its time to stop crying and start working. I shall prove them wrong and i WILL do it InshAllah of course, 

and when that happens it will be the time i celebrate my success =)

Would I ever have it all?

I sometimes look at what other people have and wish i had it too. a life with their significant other, or a huge big degree that is hanging on their walls or perhaps the greatest of all friends... Sometimes i wish i had it all, but nothing comes without a price in life and this is how it should be. If we don't work hard for it then we'll get nothing. I sometimes wonder what would i get out of life? perhaps a beautiful set of friends would be my thing, for now i know i have a very small set that is worth the world to me even if it was limited to two =).

Thank You

When you have someone who's 10 times stronger than you are supporting you, everything turns out to be okay at the end =)

i will be needing a lot of strength 

its just easier to cry

sometimes its just easier not to do anything and start crying. this is exactly why I'm doing right now.
Its the mid of the semester and all i can do is shed tears over my graduation project. Nothing is getting done although I'm trying to stick to my schedule.

Sometimes its just easier to cry